Back dated post?!!

I am so sorry!!~  it is not that I already forgotten that I have a blog to attend to, but I value my time more to :

Works & family rather than my own self. hahahah, valid reason tak?

Just sharing with you my parcels of the day!!  yee haa!!   Ops, jangan pengsan!  :P

 

Upset with myself

You know... sometimes this kind of feeling just shut me in a dark room... restrict me from talking. oh tidak, sangat takde mood nak mengarang in english. How do I express this? There are some time in my life that i will blame myself for whatever happened in my life, and also my surroundings.

I've been noticing that my kids are pretty out of shape.. Hannan is getting thinner,.. Hani also. Yesterday we went to Putrajaya clinic to have Hafiyya's 1 year old check up. Guess what? she is underweight, and the graph turned to yellow. uhuhuhu, I feel sad. Sometimes I do feel like I am good for nothing. I am not a good person, not a good wife, a bad mother? sucker?!  maybe its time to re-examine myself.

Give me a break!~ as I feel down! down! down!  Give me sometime to compose myself and I'll be back!

Di atas nama cinta

"Bukan mudah
Bernafas dalam jiwa hamba
Dan ku cuba
Menghindarkan pesona maya
Kerna tak upaya ku hadapinya
Andai murka-Nya menghukum leka"


haish, itu posting pertama?... hehehe, boleh la kut? I like that song so much, awat la? tatau la.. agaknya sebab lagu tu kekadang boleh mengimbas kembali zaman2 kejahilan dulu kot?... hahahha, sekarang pun mami ni sama je,... selalu lalai dan leka. wahai anak2 mami, jangan la ikut perangai mami hang ni. tak elok!! :=)