Hannan’s thinking

Yesterday while picking up Hannan from her school we had a few chat. Was kinda long. Then I decided to go to Carrefour which is near to our house. I was telling her that I was about to call her grandpa (my dad of course!)

Me : I am thinking of calling Tuk Ayah. You know, he is my dad. Exactly like Baba is your Dad

Hannan : OoOOo… {with a smile on her face}

Me : My father is a very good man. He was never angry at me last time because I was a very good girl.

Hannan : Ye ke..  {like doubting what I said}

Me : Yeah lah, he is not like your Baba, he is angry at you if you dont behave, right?..  He even pinch if you are naughty. I think your Baba is not good lah, he is bad. Isn’t he?  (Provocative Mom is trying to see inside her girl’s head)

Hannan : {Kinda quiet while thinking…. }….

Me : Betul tak?… Betul kan…

Hannan : No.., I think you are bad, because sometimes if I am naughty, you scolded me and pinched me.

HA HA HA,… padan muka cantik mommy!  Kwang Kwang Kwang

Me : No Hannan, actually both of us loves you,.. that is why we scold you if you do wrong, so Hannan can be a very good girl, clever.. blah blah blah....  If you behave, we would never scold you, right?.. If momy tell you to stop fighting with your sister, you should, right?... 

Hannan : OK

Dalam hati : I should not ask at the first place! 

A Little Death In Dixie 

Lost my medela mini-e

I feel sad and blue. Why?..  Lost my beloved medela in office. :((  and now my sick mind is calculating $$ to buy a new electric pump. Sick. Seriously I hate this,.. I just hope that it is still somewhere waiting for me. I tried looking at home, but no no no... it is not there!

@-@ Looking at everywhere now :P

Hola!~ What do I blog about myself?

Hello readers!

This is actually my 1st post to this blog, but I will be importing so many posts from my other blog to go here. Mostly I wanna share reasons why I am creating a public blog. The reason is... I wanna share my thoughts, my experience about raising kids, cooking, skincare, make up, shopping, books (those are my favorite things!)  :P

Ok, just bear with me and my scattered mind ok. Since this is soo called my 1st post, just lemme talk nonstop like I wish. ehehehehe

Review : Philips Avent ISIS Manual

Product Dimensions: 7.7 x 3 x 9 inches ; 2 pounds

Shipping Weight: 14.4 ounces

 
This pump actually came to me as a saviour when I need a partner for my Medela Mini E. Single pumping took me around 20 mins for each pumping session, so I decided to get another pump to cut half of the time used with my Medela Mini E. N I tell you, it works!  and I would recommend this for mothers with larger nipples compared to Medela standard breast shield which is smaller. I noticed that this pump really emptied my *b and I managed to get 6-10 oz for every 4 hours pumping session. So, if you want to pump while traveling or just to relieve engorgement, this is definitely the pump for you!

Review:

Pros
- Soft massage cushion 'petals' helps to stimulate a natural let-down reflex (really emptied my *b) and COMFY   :=))
- Easy to Assemble and Use
- Able to control suction (depending on how you squeeze the handle)
- Portable and light
- Very quiet
- Hooks right up to Avent bottles
- Recommended to use while nursing and pumping at the same time. I loveee… especially when husband drive I can pump and nurse my baby hfy.

Cons
- Taking more time than the electric pump as this is a single pump
- Hands can be tired due to pumping ( I hate this!)
- Might not be suitable for mothers with extra size breast (larger nipples).

A day to jolly

Alhamdulillah, abah & Fathma selamat sampai rumah subuh tadi... I woke up around 6 am, and so funny that I kinda feel special "presence". LOL. 6th sense ker? Supposely abah will arrive around 8 am, but somehow Farhan picked them and sent o my house earlier. So happy, so today I cooked nasik dagang with gulai ikan tongkol. Planned to visit my auntie at cheras, and definitely she will love this nasi dagang. Will share photos and recipe soon. Now I gotta cook laksa for beloved mr eazy. Well. this is his fav weekend food :P Now and always....

Macaroni & Cheese

Okay, finally mami be able to tried out this method of mem'mac n cheese'kan Hannan's favorite.but still. there is a few way to improve it out. This is mami nyer style no...

1 1/2 cup of macaroni - boiled & drain
1 cup of cheddar cheese - shredded
1 cup of evaporated milk
50 g butter

prep :

1. Pour half of macaroni into baking pan
2. Spread cheese & butter, left some for top
3. Pour another half of macaroni
4. Sprinkle cheese on top
5. Pour evaporated milk

I baked for 40 minutes with 200 c

The outcome.improvement needs:
- add more milk so it will be softer
- do not sprinkle cheese on top. Enough with one layer of cheese in between.

overall, ok lah, the kids loves it, cuma mami got to eat the crisp part yg kat atas yg tak cun and looks like hangus a bit tu lah!  overall, mami rate B for this trial (for my own self ya..)  ahhahahaha..  ok, see ya!

Find a guy who calls you beautiful..

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,
who calls you back when you hang up on him,
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep…

wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,
who holds your hand in front of his friends,
who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on.

one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares
and how lucky his is to have you…
the one who turns to his friends and says,
“that’s her!”
~ unknown ~

Well, personally I think this poem is a little childish, and not too realistic. Why would a man stay awake for hours to watch you sleep? I think that is CREEPY. Some people have their own way of expressing their feelings. I knew a guy who used to have sweet talks for years, but a CHEATER. (rubbish!) and some other guy who is failed in sweet talk, but have their own way of expressing their feeling, …And their own way may not always be a Hollywood chick-flick romance.. which I say I preferred. For most of us, its a treat when our man tries at some romantic gesture or says something very sweet. It doesn’t happen 24/7, but we know they loves us. It’s just in their own way.

This poem reminds me of what my Sugareazy did, for > 5 years we've been together. Well, we've been through a lot, sweet, bitter and charm. I would never forget how he chased me, how he stands by me, and for all that he did.

Sugar, thank you very much for always be there for me. I love you more today than I did yesterday and I will love you more tomorrow than I do today!~   You know what is the best moment I remember about you?  I remember how you hugged me when I cried when I told you I lost my job contract because of my pregnancy (that was 5 years ago!!)  and you were saying things to comfort me. How sweet that moment is... You might forgotten about it totally, but I engraved it in my heart as the sweetest moment ever. I was so stupid and funny that time, hahahaha

p/s :
- Thanks fior fetching me last night and sending me to office this morning...  Hopefully your headache is getting better.